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Thursday, December 20, 2007

Hm.. Morning everyone.. Today is Public Holiday.. Hope everyone have a Happy Hari Raya Haji :).. Can't sleep so came to blog.. Just finish playing dota.. Hais.. My mind is all over her.. She told me she had mix feelings and call me to give her some time.. But it seems to be more worst and worst.. She didn't even want to share or tell me her things anymore.. She seems that she do not even want to talk to me anymore.. What've I done.. I'm really really a useless guy in the world.. I'm really borned to be useless... I felt so much things from her.. She told me that she maybe had some feelings for other guys.. And faded feelings for me that she can't find it back.. Why.. It seems like I've lost all my friends already.. All my brothers.. Jovan had went in ns.. Yi loong they all are working.. Seldom have time.. But I just now smsed yi loong.. Told him that I'm having head pain because I've thought too much.. He replied me by saying if I've anything to share.. Feel free to tell him.. So I told him that maybe when we meet up.. Then he said okay.. He's a nice brother luh.. My boss.. Although I've been mia from them for very long time when I'm with her.. But they still accepted me back.. I really thinking of her alot.. Really been missing her alot too.. I really hope that I can now just die and go for recarination.. So that I don't need to care about so much things.. What can I do.. Teach me how.. My heart really aches.... I really do not know what to do.. Tears just kept running down my face.. I can't do anything.. I'm useless..

Listening to :
Nicholas Tse - Yin Wei Ai Suo Yi Ai


12/20/2007 07:05:00 AM

- Walked Away

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