The Life of Jaee`

2008-01-06T16:50:00.000+08:00

Well.. It's a sunday.. And I'm at home.. Lols.. Tomorrow have to book in to camp again.. Fucking bored of camp life laaa... I'm still pissed about what happened on last thursday.. Is like.. I nearly get charged in camp la.. #$%^&*.. What the hell... The whole thing happened like this.. I was kinda tired and sleepy in camp at around 5 plus.. So I went to slp.. In the end.. Got caught by my Major and the time when I got caught is like already book out time.. Is like WTF can!... Then got on hold at Provost Guard Room.. Then empty pockets and went up to the Major's office.. He says me like I keep sleeping in camp like that can.. Cannot tahan him.. But I think I was lucky.. In the end he charged me a fine of $20.. He says if there's the next time.. I will just go in DB.. I swear I won't wanna sleep in camp anymore.. Haa.. But I know it's still my fault to sleep in camp laa.. So blame myself for doing stupid things.. Hehaehaeha..

Well.. Nowadays doing nothing.. Just keep training on my DotA.. No choice.. Hahas.. Have to train.. Yesterday night still went to Grandlink's Royal Lanshop to train with my Clan.. But I bet I had train nothing because we were playing inhouse meaning playing with ourselves.. Because there was no one there wanna play 5 v 5 with us.. Hahas.. Then went home in the morning 8 plus.. Slept.. Woke up at 2pm.. I wanna go have a hair cut later.. If not tomorrow get caught.. I will get aim again.. Dang!..

Now chatting with Cheryl aka Bubble on msn.. It's been a long time since we chatted.. Hahas.. Was kinda fun and chatty :).. Alright.. Will post till here.. Thanks guys!

2007-12-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

Yawns! Just woke up.. It's Sunday and I slept the whole day!.. Hahas!.. I was like saying yesterday morning I went over to Cineleisure to support my dota clan, "Clan Horo" for the CAPL competition right.. Although I'm tired.. But it was really fun.. Reached there at around 11.20.. Then heard that their 1st match was with Clan KmX .. So went up to the 9th level at 11.30.. We walked over.. Clan KmX didn't came.. So counted as we win.. After that I saw my private school friend.. JON! He joined CAPL as well and his team name was STAGE.. I told him that our clan were joining too and he said that if they won their 1st match.. They will be playing with us.. So we wished each other good luck..

In the end.. STAGE won the 1st match and their next team is us.. We won the match and it's really a very good match.. We shaked our hands with theirs and said it was a good game.. Yan Ming was very happy.. Because if we win the next time.. Our clan will be in the Elite Clan.. Meaning will also be in Singapore Top 8!... We went to see the Ladder and it says that our team will be fighting with Clan Sadistic.. The game last about nearly 2 hours.. It was a very exciting match man.. I do not know how to explain but it is really very exciting.. But in the end.. We won the Game!!!! We went into top 8 !!! Everyone of us were so damn happy!!!

The next match is on this coming Monday 2.30pm and Cineleisure 9th level... We're gonna match with Clan Foosa.. We heard that their are a very good clan.. So we're gonna try our best to win. Wish us luck!...

Now chatting with Piggy Valen on msn.. I felt so sorry uh.. Yesterday night actually was planning to meet her and her friend.. But in the end I spoilt the whole plan by going out with my friends to slack.. Really sorry Valen.. very sorry..

Listening to : Jay Chou - Wo Bu Pei

2007-12-29T10:29:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Valen for waking me up at 9.30am just now.. Really appreciate it.. No matter how tired she is.. She still gave me morning call to wake me up.. That's so sweet can.. Although I know she's doing her things.. But I believe that at least she had the heart to do it.. Really thank you so much.. She tagged me and ask me to blog.. So I blog for a short part here now although I'm rushing for competition at Cineleisure le.. But it's for her :)... She should be sleeping now.. Good night Valen.. Sweet dreams.. Sleep tight too..

This is something I took from Piggy Valen's blog.. I find it very true and meaningful .. Maybe.. Reading her blog really teaches me something.. I loved to read her blog anyway :).. Thanks Piggy!

26 Things a Perfect Guy would do (:
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it

Very meaningful . Valen . Don't blame me for taking it.. Because I find it really really meaningful and wanna share it :).. Hees! Gotta post till here.. Rushing for Competition already. Cya guys!

2007-12-27T21:41:00.001+08:00

Hmms.. It's been 2 days after christmas.. Hahas.. Upcoming is New year's Eve.. Don't know how it will be.. Well.. This 2 days.. Had been chatting with the Piggy Valen.. Found out alot of things from her.. Like what she likes.. Hahas.. She loves Hello Kitty.. She likes to watch tv also luhs! I understand this.. Because she is rotting at home as well.. That made her bored that's why she only can watch tv. use comp or sms.. So this few days had been smsing with her.. And even talked on phone with her.. But most of the time smsed and called her.. She was watching her TV.. LOLS! But I was kinda happy.. She's a cheerful girl I must admit.. And also she have lots of jokes and riddles la.. Which made me won't feel bored chatting with her on the phone.. I hope she doesn't feels bored when chatting on the phone either.. Yesterday night was outside with Linus.. Played billard at hg plaza and Panda came along after that.. I lost to panda billard la!! He's so damn good at it.. Haha.. Then after that went to meet Linus friend.. Then chatted and chatted.. I was like so left out.. So I smsed with VALEN.. Hahas.. Then after that I called her.. She was just nearly rotting and bored to death as well.. So it's a good timing that I called her.. hehehehes.. Then we chatted about lots of things.. About our exs and stuffs.. That made us clique along.. :)..

Today actually was gonna go on a date with Valen de =x.. But I woke up late.. Hehehs.. So sorry Valen!!! .. I promised I will wake up very very early tomorrow and go out with you together to have fun alright??!?.. But later I am gonna meet her up already.. She said she wanna drink.. So I'm gonna drink with her .. Her gan mummy tagging along too.. Hope can clique along as well.. Hope we will have fun later!

Alright.. Gonna post till here.. Will post when I'm free again.. Valen is a nice girl :) Cute and adorable as always. Ha!

Listening to :

Jay Chou - Cai Hong

2007-12-25T17:50:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas to Everyone !... Hohoho.. Yesterday evening went over to Bugis to meet Maggie because it's her birthday.. Then eating halfway with them.. I went over to Bugis Big Bird to find my jiejie , Joyce and her friend Valen ... Knew Valen through jiejie.. ahaa.. Seat down smoke and talk for awhile then I went back over to find Maggie at Ajisen Ramen.. Then the cake came but I ate one piece and I go off 1st.. Hope she had fun and sorry that I went to town earlier before she leaves.. So I went to town and had some problems.. Every year standard one laaa.. Had nothing much and didn't really want to talk about it...

So after town.. I went down to Boat Quay.. Find Joyce jiejie again.. They were at NOS... Went to find her.. Talked alot with her and knew her friends there.. Kston, Marilyn, Da Chris, Xiao Chris, George and of course not to forget the PIGGY VALEN luhs.. LOL! .. Had fun with them.. Then showed Jiejie and Valen the video I made for her.. They both were like saying so sad luhs!!! Don't know why everyone after seeing the video will say sad.. But she won't.. Maybe really treat me as nothing already.. Hmms.. Okok. Forget about it.. Haha.. Then at NOS awhile.. Went over to Destiny find another jiejie , Nana , Haha.. Saw Ah Di, Yong Wei, Baby they all.. Said hi to them and also a hug to my Nana Jie!! Hehehes.. Then went up back to NOS to join back the same group.. After finishing at NOS.. Jiejie and his boyfriend Da Chris went home.. Ask me to share cab with valen uh.. So I said okay.. Then I went over to Whisky Bar with Valen to find Linus.. After that Kston called Valen and say share cab together.. Then they came.. Then we aboard the cab.. Reached my house 1st and I gave Kston $20 dollars.. But he say don't need. Because he already said the cab fare he pay.. But I understand the cab fare really very expensive luhss.. So I still gave him.. But in the end. PIGGY VALEN sms me and tell me that Kston thought I gave him $10 and in the end he saw 2 pieces of $10 and say wanna return me.. But it's okay la.. Because also pai seh ma.. If pay just $10 =x.. Heahehaeha..

Yesterday saw my both Jiejies .. Joyce and Nana.. Hehes.. They both became so pretty already laa!! Haha.. Really glad to have this both jiejies kk???.. And really loves them alot.. Hehes... The both jies who I respected alot! Hahas.. Loves yall Jiejies!

To PIGGY VALEN : Thanks for accompanying me up and down yesterday night.. Really appreciate it.. You really cheers me up alot.. Hahas.. I wanna go to the river.. You don't let me go because you don't want me to think so much.. I understands.. Thanks huh piggy.. You talked to me and everythin.. And also your mummy marilynn.. Lols.. The $500 really make me laugh till my ass off.. Hahahas.. :).. Miss you people.. Hehees

Listening to :

Jordan Chan - Yu Ren Bu Gai Rang Nan Ren Tai Lei

2007-12-20T07:05:00.000+08:00

Hm.. Morning everyone.. Today is Public Holiday.. Hope everyone have a Happy Hari Raya Haji :).. Can't sleep so came to blog.. Just finish playing dota.. Hais.. My mind is all over her.. She told me she had mix feelings and call me to give her some time.. But it seems to be more worst and worst.. She didn't even want to share or tell me her things anymore.. She seems that she do not even want to talk to me anymore.. What've I done.. I'm really really a useless guy in the world.. I'm really borned to be useless... I felt so much things from her.. She told me that she maybe had some feelings for other guys.. And faded feelings for me that she can't find it back.. Why.. It seems like I've lost all my friends already.. All my brothers.. Jovan had went in ns.. Yi loong they all are working.. Seldom have time.. But I just now smsed yi loong.. Told him that I'm having head pain because I've thought too much.. He replied me by saying if I've anything to share.. Feel free to tell him.. So I told him that maybe when we meet up.. Then he said okay.. He's a nice brother luh.. My boss.. Although I've been mia from them for very long time when I'm with her.. But they still accepted me back.. I really thinking of her alot.. Really been missing her alot too.. I really hope that I can now just die and go for recarination.. So that I don't need to care about so much things.. What can I do.. Teach me how.. My heart really aches.... I really do not know what to do.. Tears just kept running down my face.. I can't do anything.. I'm useless..

Listening to :

Nicholas Tse - Yin Wei Ai Suo Yi Ai

2007-12-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

It's midnight already.. Can't sleep so came to blog.. Most of the time spent in camp today.. Remembering morning I blog before going to camp?.. When I reached camp.. Azry (Campmate) told me that Linus took off from CPT Cheong.. So I said okay and didn't really care much all the way till the afternoon.. Encik Jai suddenly ask me where is Linus.. So I told him he's on off.. Then Encik told me that Linus do not have anymore off left already.. Before hand.. Linus had already told me in the morning that he've called CPT Cheong to take off.. In the end when I ask CPT Cheong.. He said he didn't give Linus off at all and asked me how do we all NSFs apply off day.. I do not know how to answer.. So trying to clarify what Linus is onto.. I kept calling him and smsing him.. Calling other friends to help called as well.. Only when till Encik and CPT Cheong and CPT Khai said put him "AWOL" and asking me and Azry to go to personnel to prepare the charge form.. Linus then called back to RDR.. At 1st I do not know it was him.. So I gave the suggestion to Encik Jai by telling him that take the off which he is using for 21 Dec transfer to 17 Dec which is just now.. So Encik said okay and I applied the off form for him.. In the end.. Linus is safe.. Really really very close that he nearly get charged which I hate to see it.. Reached home just now at 7 plus.. Called her and ask where she is.. She told me she was at the chalet already.. Was over worried that she do not have enough sleep because she yesterday night went to work all the way till this morning.. Then go home changed and leave home for the chalet already.. I admit that I did attitude when I talked to her.. But tell me who don't attitude when he or she is over worried?.. In the end before hanging up. She told me don't call her to spoil her mood. So I sms her and tell her that from today onwards. When she is working or with friends. I'm not going to sms or call her anymore.. I think it's time to forget about it.. After she starts working at there.. She seems to clique with those people there.. Seems to leave me alone already.. Disappointment..

Listening to :

Wu Ke Qun - Can Fei

2007-12-17T06:30:00.000+08:00

Came back to blog again! Hahas.. Didn't sleep for the whole night because playing Standard Game on B.net (Warcraft III) ... Just finish bathing and changing to uniform.. Thinking whether wanna go to camp or go get MC.. Because Linus and Julian getting MC.. Others in my department are clearing leave.. So if I go.. I will be alone.. Oh Well.. Will decide it later..

The day before yesterday.. Went to my grandma's birthday.. They held a dinner at Serangoon Gardens Country Club .. The Jumbo Restaurant.. Will upload the pictures when I comes back later.. After the dinner went over to Grandlink to find Caicai, Yanming, Jalvin and Eugene... Played DOTA in lan with them all the way from 12 am plus plus to 6 am plus plus.. Had 3 draft matches also win all 3 as well.. Knew one of Caicai's friend who is working at the lan shop.. After that.. Went straight home by bus and went to sleep..

Well.. I'm still missing her.. Keep wanting her back to my side.. I hope that till the end.. The one she'll be choosing is still me.. I love her and I really really love her very very much.. I miss those past times we had.. Those times when we go out together and all.. She kept going out to slack with her friends and her bosses nowadays.. Making me worried till death.. I just hope she can be careful and take care of her ownself.. I love her..

Writing till here ya.. Think I've decided.. Go to camp.. Today go.. Check whether I still have leave.. If have.. Gonna take it for this wednesday and mc for tomorrow.. If don't have.. I'll be going for 2 days mc tomorrow.. Hehehs.. Cya readers.

Listening to :

Nicholas Tse - Better Man

2007-12-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

It's been so damn long since I last posted.. Sorry to all readers.. Been busy and kept going out these few days.. Came back home tired and didn't blog.. Well.. 7 more hours and Jovan is enlisting to NS.. Really wish him good luck man.. Today went to Tan Tock Seng to see doctor.. Got 2 days MC.. Left one more week and I'm clearing my leave for this year!! From 21th Dec to 31st Dec.. Time really pass fast.. I've already been in NSF for half year already.. Hope everything will be smooth for me after this year...

This few days.. I've been thinking about her.. I've already stopped smsing her.. She've also stopped smsing me already.. Guess she is busy with her work and everything.. Really don't wish to think so much.. Been thinking and thinkin.. I even bought her christmas present already.. But I guess.. I can just leave the present by my side.. Because we seems to lost contact already.. After all.. She's still the one I love the most before and now.. I just can't stop thinking about her.. About the happy past times we had together.. I really love her...

Few days before.. I saw one of my bro which I've lost contact with him long long time ago.. He's Panda la! Helped me out with so much things.. He is seriously a nice guy. Ha.. Finally get a chance to sit his car.. Saw him at grandlink and he was about to go off.. So asked me whether wanna take a ride.. So I said okay! Also saw his girlfriend. Wish both of them last really long.. Thanks for so much things Panda.. You're a nice bro for sure.. Had never regret knowing you bro..

Alright.. Will just stop here.. Maybe continue sooner or later.. Thanks for your time~..

Listening to :

Jesse McCartey - Just So You Know

2007-11-29T20:52:00.001+08:00

Hi everybody! Just came home from camp... Hahas.. Today went back to camp after MC.. Hahas.. From next Monday onwards, my Officer and my NCO will put me at Sentry Post.. For everyday.. Well, I don't mind at all.. Because it's a slacking job as well.. Hehs.. So.. I guess i'll be staying at this post for quite a long time.. Hehehes..

This coming Sunday going with sentosa with Jovan they all.. Hope it's gonna be fun and hope nothing bad pops up... Hehehs.. Then maybe at night ask them whether wanna go drink to celebrate with Jovan.. :)..

Somehow.. I kept missing her and doesn't want to lose her. I really love her and I really hope she can stay by my side always.. Loving me, Caring me, Trust me and everything.. Today in bus.. Saw a couple.. They looks so loving can.. Playing PSP together.. Then when the girl lost the game.. She will attitude the guy but the guy just pat her head and laugh at her.. Just a simple pat and a simple smile will make the girl back to a happy mood.. How does that guy do it.. How I wish I can learnt to be like this.. So that she can be a very very happy girl in all her life.. I knew that I had a bad attitude and do not know how to cheer her up also can't really understand her much.. But I wanna change and I'm gonna give in all my best to change it.. The mistake in me is that.. I'm not observance enough which now I'm trying to learn it.. I hope that we can be like that couple in the bus.. Being happy.. I envy them.. Hope they will last real long..

Nothing much happened today.. So will just write till here.. See ya..

Listening to :

Hinder : Lips of An Angel

Morning...

2007-11-28T08:20:00.000+08:00

Morning morning! Wondering why aren't I in camp and can be posting here so free?... Hahas.. It's because I'm going for a medical appointment later and now is kinda free so came here to create a post...

Well.. Firstly, I wanna wish my bro, Jovan, all the best because he's gonna enlist to NS soon.. Which is at 14 December 07.. All the best Jovan! Hope to go out to have a drink or something with you before you enlist bro.. Take care man~ ...

Ok.. Let's continue.. I miss everyone out there.. Who I've not seen for quite sometime.. People like.. Ah Keong, Andy, Linda Jie, Yi loong, Babe Dasao.. There's still more.. Sorry if I've not list your name.. Maybe is because I've seen or met up with you this days or maybe is I forgotten.. *smiles!*.. Babe Dasao this morning smsed me! She asked me whether can help her find people who I and her know to help paint her and loong's new house at 8th dec.. Of course I can help! I will try to ask more people to help as well!!:)..

Opps. 8.30 already.. Got to go for my appointment! Take good care people! With Loves-

Listening to :
3 Doors Down - Here Without You

Just reached home from Hospital...

2007-11-26T14:19:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps!!! Just reached home... Woke up at 6.30 pluss in the morning and prepared everything and went to CGH (Changi General Hospital) because both eyes was swollen and pain also having blurring of vision.. Reached there around 8 in A&E (Accidents & Emergency) ... Took number and waited for doctor.. In the end.. The doctor referred me to the specialists.. That's when everything started to make me get pissed... I waited from 8.30AM all the way till 12.50PM just to see one doctor!!! Within the time.. Went to ate my breakfast.. Went to smoke.. Went to Eastpoint for a walked and brought my new shampoo and conditioner.. A new bottle of wax and also a bottle of facial foam.. Went back and continue waiting.. Played my PSP.. Wait till around 12.30.. I'm really pissed off so went to ask a nurse when will it be my turn... In the end! The nurse told me the doctor had called me earlier on.. At the point of time I felt that I was so stupid and wasting so much of my own time... Haha!! So I went in to see the doctor.. Came out with 2 days mc and a week of light duty.. Cool huh.. Waited for around 5 hours and get 2 days mc.. Well.. After everything.. Went to 7 eleven to buy a few packets of chips.. Then cabbed home.. Well.. I'm gonna enjoy my chips now! Hehs!

Listening to :

Highschool Musical 2 - Bet On It

Cbox is up!!!

2007-11-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

After 1 hour plus of asking, finding and thinking... Finally figured out how to make the cbox... Thanks to Cassy's help.. She's a helpful girl afterall.. Even she do not know where to create the cbox. She still try to help me finds it. Thanks a lots Cassy. Hahas.. Well.. Now at least the blog is completed with a cbox. I've also uploaded a playlist of Songs. So Enjoy People! Will write till here. Cheers!

Listening to :

Richard Marxx - Right Here Waiting

The Journey Begins

2007-11-25T18:11:00.000+08:00

Having a new blog, new skin. Hope everything will be going smoothly... Just finish editing my blogskin.. The only problem which is still there now is the "Tagboard" which is working in progress.. Will try to put it up asap.. To those people I've link.. Please link me back alright.. Cheers..

Thanks for the time readers

Listening to :

Nicholas Tse - Let Me Die